30 Day Meme: Day 16 - A Song That Makes You Cry / Or Nearly (NSFW)

Sederhana aja, lagu apa yg bikin gue mewek? Sbenernya ada banyak lagu yg bsa bikin gue mewek karena brbagai alasan. Tapi cukup satu aja gue tulis yg sbenernya (A SONG), ga prlu banyak2. Ini penting dlm nulis meme ini supaya ga prlu banyak2 dan akhirnya ga kerepotan sndiri.

Title : Secretly

Singer : Skin (Deborah Anne Dyer / Pea Narni)

Band : Skunk Anansie

Writer : Skin, Len Arran

Album : Post Orgamic Chill

Genre : Indie, Rock

Year : 1999

Lagu ini bikin... hmm apa ya? Ga hanya mewek. Tapi emosional. Ga prlu gue kasi taw alasannya knaps. Tapi gue bsa sampe mukul tembok en bener2 jadi emo. Lagu ini indah bgt tapi penuh duka. Liriknya bnr2 mnohok sampe ke jantung hati. Prtama kali dnger lagu ini dsbuah film keren, Cruel Intentions. Tapi saat itu gue blon ngeh bgt, msh ingusan lah. Bbrapa taun kmudian, saat gue lagi jalan di cuaca brsalju, lagu ini tiba2 brkumandang entah dari gedung mana. Gue sampe brenti en dngerin liriknya betul2. Man, that's deep. Gue sampe trmangu sndirian di jalanan gelap yg brsalju tebel itu.

I've been biding my time 

Been so subtly kind 

I got to think so selfishly 

'Cos you're the face inside of me 

I've been biding my days 

U see evidently it pays 

I've been a friend 

With unbiased views 

Then secretly lust after you 

So now you feel rusty 

You're bored and bemused 

You wanna do someone else 

So you should be by yourself 

Instead of here with me 

Secretly 

Trying hard to think pure 

Bloody hard when I'm raw 

You talking out so sexually 

'bout boys 'n girls and your friggin' dreams 

So now you feel lusty

You're hard and confused

** 

So now you've been busted 

You're caught feeling used 

You had to do someone else 

You should've been by yourself 

Instead of here with me 

Secretly 

Secretly

Artinya? Ga prlu gue jelasin. Tapi yg jelas, when you're in a relationship, either there's always some other fucker getting in the way, or there's something that gets in the way. Fuckity fuck a duck...